I'm not sure what triggered the blues today. I don't feel like doing anything. Feel like everything I've been doing is wrong. Feeling like I just keep screwing everything up all the time. And I honestly don't know what triggered all of this or how to make it better. I was all happy yesterday about the good news I'd gotten and now even that has me feeling anxious. Did you ever have a day where you suddenly became hyper-aware of all the little things that are just not right in your world or is it just me? It's probably just me.
In the past couple of days I've also caught myself thinking about weird things. Like the fact that there seem to be some young females in the immediate neighborhood (ie, hanging around on the sidewalk outside my building) who periodically scream bloody murder for no apparent reason but it makes me wonder if they really WERE in peril, how would anyone know? I'd hate to be one of those people who does nothing when someone is in danger, but when these kids are screaming ALL THE TIME, how do you know when the danger is real?
So, anyhow.... that's what is up with me on this Sunday afternoon. Hope y'all are ok.
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That must be a little bit unnerving, that screaming, or they are high as hell.
Some days everything gets a backseat, including chores. And love the Office Space poster.
Sorry you're having a rough day - I definitely have those kinds of days, too, so it's not just you.
I know there's nothing I can really say to make it any better, but hang in there. And fuck the vacuuming - the dirt will still be there tomorrow!
I think we all have those times where we become incredibly self conscious for no real reason. Hopefully it will fade quickly. <3
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