Sunday Stealing... now on Wednesday!

As I have done before, I am sneaking in the Sunday Stealing meme on a Wednesday....

Sunday Stealing: The "I've Come to Realize" Meme

1. I’ve come to realize that my chest-size. . . is still large but not as awesome as it was since age+ gravity have come to bestow their handiwork.

2. I’ve come to realize that my job. . . even when frustrating is an integral part of my world being "ok". I am grateful to be employed.

3. I’ve come to realize that when I’m driving. . . I really like to be listening to music and tend to sing along (you have now been forewarned should we ever have an occasion to be on a road trip together)

4. I’ve come to realize that I need. . . to feel a connection with others... even if it's just a blog comment or a tweet.

5. I’ve come that realize that I have lost. . . my faith that "happily ever after" is a viable outcome.

6. I’ve come to realize that I hate it when. . . I'm not getting enough sleep. It leads to feeling overwhelmed much easier than if I am well rested.

7. I’ve come to realize that if I’m drunk. . . I cannot be in the company of anyone whose opinion of me matters to me... I won't drink at parties for this reason.

8. I’ve come to realize that money... is something that certainly makes life easier. I'd love to find a bank that would work with me to do a consolidation loan. My credit union literally laughed at my application and solemnly advised me to try to get a relative to loan me the money to pay off what I owe.

9. I’ve come to realize that certain people. . . are just never going to "get" me and that I need to be ok with that.

10. I’ve come to realize that I’ll always. . . be an emotional person. I am working on tempering that with keeping control when an emotional display is ill-advised.

11. I’ve come to realize that my sibling(s). . . are non-existent. I'm an only child.

12. I’ve come to realize that my mom… likely would have had a better life if she had pursued her dreams earlier on. I'm happy that she has had the opportunity to do the things she has in the past decade or so.

13. I’ve come to realize that my cell phone. . . would probably get used more if I could afford to upgrade to a Blackberry.

14. I’ve come to realize that when I woke up this morning. . . I really wished I could roll over and go back to sleep.

15. I’ve come to realize that last night before I went to sleep. . . I was completely exhausted. And I thought I'd help by taking OTC sleep medicine. No dice. I laid awake for quite a while. (After fighting to stay awake all day)

16. I’ve come to realize that right now I am thinking. . . about how much I'd really like to go back to bed.

17. I’ve come to realize that my dad. . . is simply never going to be someone I get along well with.

18. I’ve come to realize that when I get on Facebook. . . I am always amazed at what the people I know are doing.

19. I’ve come to realize that today. . . is probably going to be similar to many other days in recent history.

20. I’ve come to realize that tonight. . . I should probably work on getting the chaos that Monday brought to my livingroom under control.

21. I’ve come to realize that tomorrow. . . is TMI Thursday... wonder what I can post for that.

22. I’ve come to realize that I really want to. . . get a better video camera and learn to do some film editing.

23. I’ve come to realize that the person mostly likely to repost this is. . . someone who really likes memes.

24. I’ve come to realize that life. . . is a long, strange journey.

25. I’ve come to realize that this weekend. . . marks 5 years of Mr. POSSLQ in my life.

26. I’ve realized the best music to listen to when I am upset. . . is probably something loud with explicit lyrics.

27. I’ve come to realize that my friends. . . are a deliciously diverse group of people

28. I’ve come to realize that this year. . . has been a really rough one so far. But has had some really shining, wonderful times, as well.

29. I’ve come to realize that my exes. . . all represent a lesson (or lessons) learned.

30. I’ve come to realize that maybe I should. . . keep striving to find balance in my life.

31. I’ve come to realize that I love. . . pina coladas and getting caught in the rain...

32. I’ve come to realize that I don’t understand. . . the intricate mechanisms of social interactions.

33. I’ve come to realize my past. . . is full of lessons but I need to learn to let go and grow.

34. I’ve come to realize that parties. . . are something I miss. Which is funny, because I don't deal well with crowds. But I remember parties that were fun.

35. I’ve come to realize that I’m totally terrified. . . that I won't be able to pull off the big thing I need to...

36. I’ve come to realize that my life. . . is nothing like I had imagined it would be.

In spite of the fact that I had spent yesterday trying very desperately to stay awake, when I went to bed I laid awake for quite a while.

On an odd note... there are suddenly fake plants and a tray with lotion and stuff in the bathroom at work... have no idea why there is a sudden interest in bathroom aesthetics.